February 2010
im just waiting to fall, & sink into your sink...
<3
January 2010
yawn
goodnight word. i wish i could meet someone who sees the way i see, no one is perfect. bt perfection is what my heart sees in you.
looking up.
There is so many people here on earth. so many girls so many boys. everyone is looking and everyone is waiting. everyday people walk into our life. and as days progress we gain and loose friends. we also find our hearts broken more then we should, maybe that is the story of everyones life. But when someone makes themselves comfortable then life is fine until they walk out or you choose to leave....
im tired of your bullshit. you can suck a dick
p.s and choke on it. haaa
Your heart pounds
at every point life’s decisions hit you faster then seconds around us. we are moved very deeply by feeling and emotions but hurt harder when the ones we care about twist us and pound us to the ground. True love takes courage especially when it comes down to you opening up rather then hiding in your shell. but how shall we ever know to open up? we are abused and broken, everyone is. and that...
So go ahead. Fall down. The world looks different...
Rain.
AGAIN lol another day lol pour pour pour. it was funn today though. i malled it up. i gtta give alex his bday gift. grr wish i had a stupid car!!!!! XD! fuckkkk. i miss someone. its nt pq or nicole or des or cj or anyone. its some other grl. i called her butterbutt. (((dnt ask why))) =] haha i miss her though.
new.
im starting new with this today. my blogs were mainly sad n i went thru a lot bt i delete the ones which i thought were lame. or nt good enough. shit happens and i am accepting it as of now. and idk but i just feel like being honest. so i will be. i hope this is right. also Grandma know that i love you so much. and u r strong.
p.s if your reading this God please give me a sign.
Captain crunch + Ratatouille make a very good...
hopes, dreams, your everything.
Every bad moment or hurt feeling is followed by a question. no one understands why bad things happen to them or why bad things seem to follow. many people think positive or sit back and twist shit out just to make it fit them perfectly. Truth is i believe everyone is scared and no one has the real answer to what there next step will be. When you think about it, nothing is really guaranteed to us....
